Wednesday, September 2, 2009

helping the kids out of their coats

Norton Baby Bump (80) (114 of 951)

it’s 12 o’clock at night, and my hubby’s still at work… one of the many perks of having an IT job.

i’ve been going through these lovely pictures of a baby bump shoot we just did and started thinking, maybe a little too much.. i know you think im about to gush about how much a want a baby but honestly the more i think about it, the more freaked out i get. i guess i  just still feel so young and i stress about every little thing about their future. How the world will be when they grow up, will the boys/girls be nice to them? Will they go through the awkward stage i went through.. okay very awkward stage?  Will they be healthy, loving, crazy, smart, obnoxious,  funny, shy, strong, happy? but most of all, will i be the mother that i want to be? will i be the mother they need? can you see why im a little nervous? i do know that i will love them, and that it’s going to be amazing when i get to that point in my life. as for now, ill just keep enjoying everyone else's babies.

7 comments:

Morgan said...

LOVE that picture!

kate said...

i know just how you feel cami.

Adria said...

i think everyone feels like that before they have kids. it's always scary actually being incharge of someone's life.

i will say though that the good out weighs the scary/bad. once they place that baby in your arms that you have been carrying around for 9+ months you will never feel more love in your life. this little sweet-pea that kicked you, made you uncomfortable, and sick, will look up at you and know that you are their mom, their protector, and their world! it's the most AMAZING feeling ever.

and for the record i think you are going to be a fabulous mom:)

e.wilson said...

love feist. love mushaboom.

the dress was made for me by a woman up in washington.
it was perfect.
the wedding, was perfect!!

xo
e

Beka said...

Oh how I relate to this post! Your babies are going to be so lucky to call you mom! :)

matt sloan said...

You will be an Incredible MOM! Don't worry about all the Negative stuff. Your the sweetest person ever and your kids will follow your example!
-Angie:)

Anonymous said...

Dear cami. I just found your blog and I read this post. I am 6 months along and everyday I get a little more scared, nervous and anxious about the that the little baby inside me will finally grace us with her presence. Don't get me wrong, I am excited; but for the most part, I am sad to to know the sweet time I have with my cute little husbee will never be the same.
love shandey.