I smell new wall decor. Call me crazy but I need some color in my life.
I’m really good at distracting myself from reality lately. I don’t know if this is a good or bad thing. Every time I get snapped back I hit bottom again, the wounds re-open, the crushing feeling returns. I do have a lot of amazing people around me though, the Balls (yes that’s their last name and i love them), my family, my ward, Millie and her sonic diet coke runs that dry up any tears, and they are all showering me with love. I know I can get through this, I just have to keep remembering that.
someday ill get to the point where i can share what’s happening. right now im not ready, but i love you all.
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"if love comes your way, don't be afraid... unlock the box your hearts encased..."
LOVE YOU, CAMI!!!
Oh yes you are greatly loved!!!! Diet cokes might become a daily ritual :)
You are a great person to love Cami, remember that. I want you to know we are sending prayers your way each day. *Hugs*
You are such a sweetheart.
I will keep you in my prayers.
i won't tell you it gets better fast but slowly and surely bit by bit you remember who you are.
love you
I'm here if you need to scream
lets start our fhm nights! i had so much fun with you and Mill the other night, it was more like amazing and refreshing:) i am drinking a dp as we speak....and it's pretty big. i'm here for you always, any time, any where! muah!
btw, that picture of the bride crying is so beautiful:)
hope all is ok cami! your adorable and whatever your going through will be in my prayers!!
I just love you girl. I am prayin for ya! Cheesy- But whenever you are sad wrap that blanket around ya and I am giving you a hug! Hang in there cami cakes!
Cami - Seriously, it makes me so sad to hear you are having a hard time. I don't know you that well..have only *met* you and Zane and Hailey's wedding festivities, BUT you are AWESOME! Just know that someone waaay over in Louisville, KY wishes you the best! Stay strong girl...it is worth it!
i love you. dinner?
You are a sweet and beautiful girl cami, I wish you the best in what you are going through and hope that you know that the Lord knows you and loves you deeply. The closer you are to the Lord, the easier it is to go through the hard times. I wish I knew you better, but I know your spirit. We were in seminary together and I want you to know that after all these years, I remember your testimony because it spoke through your eyes and smile. I love you and youre a babe :)
If you ever want to go to a temple session some time, we should make a date with Millie and anyone else!
Love you
you have lots of people who love you, cami, including many who you may not know well. but know that you're loved!
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