school started. and despite all the realness school brings, im excited. this semester im working with mothers and children (OB and PEDS!) and i absolutely adore it. this summer felt strange and freeing all at the same time. being able to go where ever, when ever i wanted made it extremely painful to come back down to the real world. regardless, i think there’s a comfort that comes with having a set schedule, waking up at a normal hour, eating real food…i mean, sprinkles and sonic arent exactly healthy… and ive come back rejuvenated. trying to put these feelings into words is very difficult, but i feel that im coming back to school as me. ive finally found the person ive been looking for this past year (can you believe it’s been a year?) and all along i was looking for myself. i had been lost in a whirlwind of heart ache and the frightening reality that i was alone. i finally feel comfortable in my skin, i can look myself in the eyes and smile at the person looking back at me. i guess it’s a lot more than the set schedules that has brought comfort back into my life. it’s the sense of knowing who i am, and loving it.
i nearly finished my wall project this summer.. i guess ill just have to go antique paroozing to fill in the gaps.. picture below. picture above is from here.
16 comments:
I adore this. And you. And your wall.
I love it! Good luck with school! I wish you were on rotation up here in January I could use a good L&D and mama baby nurse come then. Love you and study hard!
you are amazing and I look up to you. That wall is gorgeous! Consider this post inspiring.
Im happy for you:-)
you are amazing cami. i look up to you too!
your wall ROCKS. come do my plate wall??
as far as a set schedule and stuff...working all day mon-fri. i'd rather have sprinkles and sonic and sleep in everyday!!! :)
girls night when you aren't busy? must be a weekend cuz i go to bed at 9 pm sharp week nights haha
it looks gorgeous, well done.
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Oh Camilucious! I just L-O-V-E you so much. I too can see the difference in you from last year to this year. I am so thankful for our friendship:) xoxo
So so proud of you. I feel like we are friends already. Please tell me when you are coming to Utah so we can play?
And your wall is gorgeous! I need some help with mine. Did you thrift it? Or are there actually some of those frames I can purchase?
can you come decorate my house?! haha, but really you have talent in so many ways. You are an amazing woman and i would love to get to know you even better!
don't know you too well, but i'm gonna agree with everyone else that you are amazing. loved this post, and i love that wall, a lot.
I am in LOVE with your wall. I mean your whole blog. I mean you.
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Thank you thank you!
Our clock!
quite the little nook!
looks like an inspiring spot
Love the pic, such a great daily reminder :-)
#2? lacrosse number? I knew we were friends.
Oh my goodness...I love that wall!
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